Time & Tide

At this very moment I tend to reminisce all the best old days with you.

I fell in love with you. That is what I must confess. It's such a nice thing to meet you on this lonely planet. Our love seems to be destined.

I can't stop thinking about you all these days. Your face, the touch of your skin, your kiss are all spinning around in my head. So many times I dreamt of you in the dark nights, just in order to make you think of me. Even for once. Can you hear me? Can you feel the loneliness in my life?

There are so many sweet moment I imagined between you and me. Though you didn't even notice the sorrow in my eyes, I never stopped loving you.. Maybe we can only have one night together. Holding your hands in mine and listening to the heartbeat inside of you, I'll feel calm. And the greatest love of all will belong to us. One day, it doesn't matter. No one wants to live forever. One night is our forever.

Come and kiss me.

Wake up to embrace another day. Sunny day or rainy day, it doesn't matter.
Suddenly I found what I need and what I love at this moment.
Without you I'm not complete, so are you.
I love you, my dear.

Failure is inevitable. It may come at anytime, anywhere. There's no need to regret. The effort decided everything. It's just another chance, and there must be someone who can't grasp it. This time it's you, and next time it's another one.

I'm going to live up.
I do hope I can be with you forever.
Love can cross all the spaces and time, when I'm reaching out to you.
Can you hear the voice within?

Anyway, we still have hope.
Tomorrow is unpredictable, which continues bringing us something amazing.
Keep the love in our hearts, and we'll never feel lonely.

I'm waking up to see that everything is ok.
The first time that I feel my life is so great.
With you here I don't have to be afraid.
Walking underneath the stars we can see the way.

How could you turn around without saying anything?
How dare I leave you alone, while I'm stuck in my memories.
In the eyes of mine your eyes are trembling in tears.
Without you by my side I can't help getting into too deep.

To being around - I've ever reminisced.
While I stay up, can you get to sleep?
Inside of you are my secrets that I would keep.
Do you need me? I need to hear you speak.

Soon comes another year's May.
You're the only one to whom I would hail.
Hey!
I'm really ready and OK!

Having been here so long, suddenly I realise I should go back home now.
My house is not the most beautiful one, my parents are not the richest in the world, but I love the feeling being here.

Who do I really care? I know the answer.
Who can I turn to, when I encounter some trouble? Firsly, it's my parents.

I don't want to be left alone here or there.
Can you hear my call?
I wish I knew you before I fell in love with you.

Until the day we soar unabandonly like birds, I'm blind.
Should we belong together against all odds?
I'm sure, what we both choose is perfectly right.

Until this very moment have I realised what a fool I was in love.

Every time when God laid a burden on my narrow shoulder, I did try hard to shake it off, no matter how many tears I swallowed in my stomach.
Camby's stories evoked me, especially the potential of fighting against unfairness inside, that I have to do something to display the innermost strong me to this lonely planet.

However, when I pretended to be stronger, the other me inside say some words from the bottom of my fragile heart. "Cool down, man! You're never standing alone!"

Then who do you refer to? Esther? I hope so. But it's the warning standing in front of me stops me again & again from calling her.

I'm sure I'm one of the ones who knows her cellphone number. But I swear to the God and Goddess above that I didn't tell nobody about your number. If there's someone calling you using my phone, it must be a drama in the daylight. Maybe you could call it daydream.

Each time when I‘m dreaming of you in my dreams, I find myself helpless and secretless to you. However, you just raise your face up and smile at me with your labelled facial expression. I can see the leaves falling, but your face is always on my heart.

I didn't know the exact time, because my parents adjusted the clocks and watches in order to make me calm down and get to sleep on time. If I knew it was too late to call, I won't do it no more! Forgive me, Esther.

Sometimes I'm out of control. I know you know it well.
I hope I could be a unforgettable sinner, no, a singer for you and your rest of life, our life...

Twists of fate.

From this moment on I realised what kind of mental track I've been through. Affection is never guilty, I know. Looking back at all these years, especially the odd feeling to them inside, I will never regard it as evil. But now it's time to put an end to it - Say goodbye to the green days which is quite precious to every one of us. Once you loved, cared about someone, even though she did know nothing about it, you would learn a lot of things from the experience. Be realistic! It's better to keep those dreams as what they were. There're many things ahead, so don't hesitate to get rid of the gloomy past. Just as I'm very clear that I will never be a superstar with angelic voice.

Sometimes dreams keep us going on. Thanks to you, my friend! In my most hard and lonely time you're always there like a lantern. Though it's not bright enough to light up my way, I felt warm. Your every word and smile spinned around and around in my head, and helped me overcome the nightmares. Maybe there won't be any chance to say I love you, however, I just want you to know - you were once the most important person in my life. I'll never forget you!

I'm on my way.